I love your videos and you give me more inspiration to pick up my computer and edit more. And to aslo pull out my camera and photograph my life haha. Just wondering what your plans are for riding these days?
Natalie...I feel so frozen. I don't feel anything. I walk around all day faking emotion, trying to give people what they want and I come home so exhausted every day. But it works. I have a lot of friends, my teachers tell me parents that they appreciate how emotionally in tune to them I am in class...I can't stop faking now. But I'm so miserable by the time I get home and I'm so emotionally spent and I know that I'm bringing my whole family down and I'm frustrating them and I can't fix what I've gotten myself into. The only place I can release all this is the barn and with horses, but now that's falling apart too because of a messy situation with my barn owner and also my parents don't like me riding. How do I fix this all?
Hi Natalie! I'd really love if you could give me some advice on a situation I'm in (this is SO long, I'm sorry). Basically, my best guy friend has a girlfriend, who treats him so badly. I really, really like him. He's been with this girl for almost 2 years. He knows how badly she treats him, and we were talking about it today over text and he said he's just going to ‘take it and keep going'. I just think it's ridiculous that he puts up with it. She lives about 3 hours away, though she is supposed to be moving in with him and his parents soon. (For some context, he is 19, I'm 17).
We've been really close for about a year now, though we've been friends for more than 2 years. We work together, and every time we say hello or goodbye he always hugs me. If I ever leave without hugging him goodbye he will text me saying 'where was my hug?!' or something like that. He will always find an excuse to touch me.
Now, this is where it gets more complicated. One night a few weeks ago, we were driving around town (he lied to his girlfriend about where he was because she would kill him), and we ended up laying in his car in the middle of nowhere. Basically, we’re laying there with his hand on my ass up my dress, talking about things I certainly wouldn’t be happy knowing if I were his girlfriend – to put it that way. It would have gone further (not anything too far – he’s not like that), but I stopped him because I knew he would regret it. He’s such a good guy and he would never cheat on her, I think her crap just got too much for him. He apologized so much after, he felt so bad. I told him that I understand, because he wants to be with her. And he said yes. Then he asked me if I was ok, I lied.
It wasn’t until the last few days that I ever told him how I really feel about her, how badly she treats him. That’s when he said he’s just going to ‘take it’. Up until now I’d always pretend to be happy about him being with her, I was trying to be supportive. But he texted me saying he was having a bad day and I eventually got to the fact that it was because of her – that’s when I admitted that if I were him I wouldn’t be with her.
I’m sorry for how long this is thank you so much if you’re still reading. Basically, when she does move here we won’t talk other than at work because she won’t let him. I really, really care about him, and I’m sick of her treating him badly. I have always liked him, it’s always been him. I like him so much it hurts. I just don’t know what to do; I’d love your opinion?
I find it great that your applying to Edinburgh! Its such an amazing place (its like my second home) and i highly recommend it! :D if i may ask.... you mentioned a horse accident in your newest video.. what happened? dont answer if you dont want to! x
Hey Natalie! I love listening to the songs you used to make videos to, your videos inspire me so much as a rider. It's hard to explain but those songs kind of give me inspiration too, plus they're great songs - your music taste is amazing. Do you have any song recommendations?
Hi Natalie! First off let me just start off by saying you are a huge inspiration to me! Your videos are so original and creative; you never cease to amaze me with your eye for a shot and scenery! Might I also say you a very pretty and I was wondering what you might consist in your diet or how often you exercise (or maybe how you exercise)? Sorry for such an odd question, but I have been trying to get into shape and have been trying to get as much information as I can to really get where I want to be.
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DeleteI love your videos and you give me more inspiration to pick up my computer and edit more. And to aslo pull out my camera and photograph my life haha. Just wondering what your plans are for riding these days?
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DeleteNatalie...I feel so frozen. I don't feel anything. I walk around all day faking emotion, trying to give people what they want and I come home so exhausted every day. But it works. I have a lot of friends, my teachers tell me parents that they appreciate how emotionally in tune to them I am in class...I can't stop faking now. But I'm so miserable by the time I get home and I'm so emotionally spent and I know that I'm bringing my whole family down and I'm frustrating them and I can't fix what I've gotten myself into. The only place I can release all this is the barn and with horses, but now that's falling apart too because of a messy situation with my barn owner and also my parents don't like me riding. How do I fix this all?
ReplyDeleteI am feeling the same exact thing as Anonymous wrote..about being frozen and not feeling anything. I would love to hear your opinion also, Natalie.
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DeleteHi Natalie! I'd really love if you could give me some advice on a situation I'm in (this is SO long, I'm sorry). Basically, my best guy friend has a girlfriend, who treats him so badly. I really, really like him. He's been with this girl for almost 2 years. He knows how badly she treats him, and we were talking about it today over text and he said he's just going to ‘take it and keep going'. I just think it's ridiculous that he puts up with it. She lives about 3 hours away, though she is supposed to be moving in with him and his parents soon. (For some context, he is 19, I'm 17).
ReplyDeleteWe've been really close for about a year now, though we've been friends for more than 2 years. We work together, and every time we say hello or goodbye he always hugs me. If I ever leave without hugging him goodbye he will text me saying 'where was my hug?!' or something like that. He will always find an excuse to touch me.
Now, this is where it gets more complicated. One night a few weeks ago, we were driving around town (he lied to his girlfriend about where he was because she would kill him), and we ended up laying in his car in the middle of nowhere. Basically, we’re laying there with his hand on my ass up my dress, talking about things I certainly wouldn’t be happy knowing if I were his girlfriend – to put it that way. It would have gone further (not anything too far – he’s not like that), but I stopped him because I knew he would regret it. He’s such a good guy and he would never cheat on her, I think her crap just got too much for him. He apologized so much after, he felt so bad. I told him that I understand, because he wants to be with her. And he said yes. Then he asked me if I was ok, I lied.
It wasn’t until the last few days that I ever told him how I really feel about her, how badly she treats him. That’s when he said he’s just going to ‘take it’. Up until now I’d always pretend to be happy about him being with her, I was trying to be supportive. But he texted me saying he was having a bad day and I eventually got to the fact that it was because of her – that’s when I admitted that if I were him I wouldn’t be with her.
I’m sorry for how long this is thank you so much if you’re still reading. Basically, when she does move here we won’t talk other than at work because she won’t let him. I really, really care about him, and I’m sick of her treating him badly. I have always liked him, it’s always been him. I like him so much it hurts. I just don’t know what to do; I’d love your opinion?
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DeleteI find it great that your applying to Edinburgh! Its such an amazing place (its like my second home) and i highly recommend it! :D if i may ask.... you mentioned a horse accident in your newest video.. what happened? dont answer if you dont want to! x
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DeleteHey Natalie! I love listening to the songs you used to make videos to, your videos inspire me so much as a rider. It's hard to explain but those songs kind of give me inspiration too, plus they're great songs - your music taste is amazing. Do you have any song recommendations?
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DeleteHi Natalie! First off let me just start off by saying you are a huge inspiration to me! Your videos are so original and creative; you never cease to amaze me with your eye for a shot and scenery! Might I also say you a very pretty and I was wondering what you might consist in your diet or how often you exercise (or maybe how you exercise)? Sorry for such an odd question, but I have been trying to get into shape and have been trying to get as much information as I can to really get where I want to be.
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